Songwriters: Mushok, Michael; Wysocki, Jonathan; Lewis, Aarron; April, John
It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been a while
Since I first saw you
It's been a while
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been a while
Since I could call you
And everything I can't remember is fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that are rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means
It's been a while
Since I could say that I wasn't addicted and
It's been a while
Since I could say I love myself as well and
It's been a while
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And It's been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can't remember is fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that are rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day
It's been a while
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been a while
Since I said I'm sorry
It's been a while
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
And It's been a while
But I can still remember just the way you taste
And everything I can't remember is fucked up as it all may seem... to be
I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me
And It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been a while since I said I'm sorry
Freaking. Love. This. Song. Everything about it. All of these improvements made faded away because of something he did out of stupidity... Can't we all relate to that?