Songwriters: Mushok, Michael; Wysocki, Jonathan; Lewis, Aarron; April, John
I force myself through another day
Can't explain the way today just fell apart like everything
Right in my face
And I try to be the one
I can't accept this all because of you
I've had to walk away
From everything
I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home
Another sleepless night again
Hotel rooms my only friend
And friends like that just don't add up
To anything
And I try so hard to be everything
That I should never take away from you again
'Cause I heard ya say
I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home
I cannot forget
I live with regret
I cannot forget
I live with...
I'll live through this
I can't see through this
I can't do this anymore
I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I just wish I was back home
Home
This one is rather hard for me to get ahold of, just because, to me, it says many different things in many different verses. But here's what I can scrape up;
This guy loves this chick, but it's difficult for him and/or her, because one of them keeps messing up. But they stay together anyway, so he's "afraid she'll leave him when he's gone," but he's also "afraid to come home."