Monoxide Child – That's Real lyrics

On my last day,
When they call out my name
You can trust me, it all gonna' change.
It seems strange when I put it this way,
But I was always good at writin' what I really wanna' say,
I can't face the face with the fact that you left and your never commin' back
Hopin that I'd fall flat on my face
But the real disgrace
Is that you hide my daughter
From hell or high water
I guess it was all just a big lie
When you took her away I wanted to die
Why, why, why?
Is there a reason why you did all this?
Or was it all just a way to a little
Bitch [sample]
I can't believe that you would lie to her
All these years of makin' her think that I had just dissappeared
And even though I know we hate eachother
I would never try to keep her from her mother.
I really wanna' change my ways,
But I can only change so much.
Have you no choice that you abuse to change this crush into my life
I might look strange today,
So strange in a good way,
Don't wanna' go through it again,
Don't wanna' pretend that it never did happen,
I've really changed a lot over time,
And a lot of people hear it in the rhyme.
I used to live a life of crime,
Only crime was the struggle of tryin' to find
Where I fit in with the hustle
Had to tussle with the block a coupple times
And I thought it would double because I was always in trouble
But I knew I had to change my ways,
Or I probly wouldn't be standin' here today.
Wasn't sure at the time what I was doin,
Was so blind but I tried to do it.
Now I see a little bit of change really saved my life
An' gave me this to write
I really wanna' change my ways,
But I can only change so much.
Have you no choice that you abuse to change this crush into my life
I might look strange today,
So strange in a good way,
Don't wanna' go through it again,
Don't wanna' pretend that it never did happen,
Hard times I grew up in,
And the weed, yeah it's true I hit it,
I can freely admit it,
Did a lot that I knew I shouldn't
Had to stop when the cops started shoven' a pushin'
In the burbs now,
Still I get herbed out,
Early in the mornin' while yer goin' off to work now.
My situation, what I'm facin' all these changes could be wastin' away.
My situation, what I'm facin' all these changes could be wastin' away.
My situation, what I'm facin' all these changes could be wastin' away.
I really wanna' change my ways,
But I can only change so much.
Have you no choice that you abuse to change this crush into my life
I might look strange today,
So strange in a good way,
Don't wanna' go through it again,
Don't wanna' pretend that it never did happen,
I really wanna' change my ways,
But I can only change so much.
Have you no choice that you abuse to change this crush into my life
I might look strange today,
So strange in a good way,
Don't wanna' go through it again,
Don't wanna' pretend that it never did happen,