Rain lyrics

Everytime i'm left alone
My misery begins to drown me
Tied by a rope of anxiety
Thrown overboard
As i'm pulled under the tides of this fast paced world
I refuse to see
Time will always be the thing that kills me truly
Open these eyes waking from a dream feigning
My lungs filled with letdown
Disappointment in self and everyone
Expectation died in failure
Abandonment my unsavior
Absolution at the sight of your demise
I know what I must do
Choke
Die choking on your every word
Swallow every blasphemy
Eat out your heart and make it bleed
Tie the noose around my neck
Make this life end