Well in this song it is saying that he did do somethin wrong "i should have been drown in the rivers i've found token lost"& " i could have tired to devote my life to the both of us" so he is saying that he did do soemthing wrong which is good because he not just putting all the blame on amy lee and then he talks about how she was wrong also but that not the piont over all this song is amazing I love this band.