Sleeping At Last – Pluto lyrics

I woke up from the same dream:
Falling backwards, falling backwards
’til it turned me inside out

Now i live a waking life
Of looking backwards, looking backwards;
A model citizen of doubt

Until one day i had enough
Of this exercise of trust
I leaned in and let it hurt
And let my body feel the dirt
When i break pattern, i break ground
I rebuild when i break down
I wake up more awake than i’ve ever been before

Still i’m pinned under the weight
Of what i believed would keep me safe
So show me where my armor ends
Show me where my skin begins
Like a final puzzle piece
It all makes perfect sense to me…
The heaviness that i hold in my heart belongs to gravity
The heaviness that i hold in my heart’s been crushing me

I’ve been worried all my life
A nervous wreck most of the time
I’ve always been afraid of heights
Of falling backwards, falling backwards
I’ve been worried all my life

’til one day i had enough
Of this exercise of trust
I leaned in and let it hurt
Let my body feel the dirt
When i break pattern, i break ground
I rebuild when i break down
I wake up more awake than i’ve ever been before

Still i’m pinned under the weight
Of what i believed would keep me safe
So show me where my armor ends
Show me where my skin begins
Like a final puzzle piece
It all makes perfect sense to me…
The heaviness that i hold in my heart belongs to gravity
The heaviness in my heart belongs to gravity