Deaf Havana – Ritual lyrics

I left you alone by the roadside
I should've noticed it was all pride
That kept me from seeing you're a lost soul sinking deeper
Maybe the darkness took hold of me
Maybe I'm just scared of reality
To tell you the truth I've never felt so lost, I'm getting weaker

Slipping deeper

And I never said I'd be the one, so I'm letting you go, yeah I'm letting you go
And I never said I'm holding on, so I'm letting you go, because it's better to know lately this is nothing more than a ritual between me and you
Because I never said I'm holding on, so I'm letting you go

Yeah I'm letting you go

We spoke about, mostly, the life in our heads
But all I could see was your bed
Somehow it left me feeling alone
But it's not just my fault
You keep pulling me when you know I'm hazy????
And my head's fucked, like a drunk I fell hard at your feet
And it's hard to believe, I believe every word that you wrote

And I never said I'd be the one, so I'm letting you go, yeah I'm letting you go
And I never said I'm holding on, so I'm letting you go, because it's better to know lately this is nothing more than a ritual between me and you
Because I never said I'm holding on, so I'm letting you go

And I said something stupid like 'fill my veins with poison I'm so tired of all the noise'
Because if I go I'll go out now with silence, grace and poise
Because I'm always broke and I'm almost broken

And I never said I'd be the one, so I'm letting you go, yeah I'm letting you go
And I never said I'm holding on, so I'm letting you go, because it's better to know lately this is nothing more than a ritual between me and you
Because I never said I'm holding on, so I'm letting you go