Negation lyrics

Never used to be so tired
Never used to be so anxious
Never said "used to be" so much
.
If this is love then I
Have been so sorely mistaken
If this is peace then I
Have been so falsely awakened
.
Please don't tell me what love is
Let's look together
And find out what love is not
.
I've been to every book
I've been to every seer
In order to find the truth
As if it lives somewhere
.
I want to uproot my violence
I want to live like a saint
I want to give up everything
.
Just like the businessman wants to gain
Just like the businessman wants to gain
.
Please don't tell me what peace is
Let's look together
And find out what love is not