Defeated lyrics

Did you ever feel lost like you don't have a soul
Like there is nothing there just a big empty hole
Like your only purpose in life has been defeated

Well doesn't it feel as if you've been cheated

Well I guess if you want you can hide in that dark
You can lie to yourself till you just fall apart
You can run from you feelings until you forget
But that hasn't happend yet

Im shaking like I haven't eaten for days
Im not on dope, and im not in a phaze
And im not gonna think about how wrong this seems
Could this only be a dream
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Boy, I know that the more that I think
If I block it out, my mood will just sing
Why is it so bad, and what can I do
I feel so distrought, I don't have a clue

Even though it's still been awhile
I still wave and u still smile
But u know what i go through
Cause u always get to be with u

Did you ever felt lost like you don't have a soul
Like there is nothing there just a big empty hole
Like your only purpose in life has been defeated

Well doesn't it feel as if you've been cheated

Well i guess if u want u can hide in that dark
You can lie to yourself till u just fall apart
You can run from you feelings until you forget
Well that hasn't happend yet