Falling And Failing lyrics

I told myself, you've got to shake this jealous thing
Its the last thing you need.
I told myself, just drop this anti-trust act.
It is so self defeating..and not worth repeating.
And i watched your whisper of a secret turn into a mountain of lie
There was always someone waiting in the wings.
We were something that i am not.

I am falling I am failing.
Sometimes loss outweighs gain.
I am falling I am failing.
This kidding you is killing me.

Don't hold it to coincedence that our paths don't cross anymore.
I am drowning in an ocean of thoughts
and i can't spill out a single word.
These days the best i can do is a
simple smile across crowded rooms.
You always swore you could never take him back.
I didn't think that never could come so fast.
I took you out on everyone.