Ive been looking in the mirror for so long,
That Ive come to believe my souls on the other side.
All the little pieces falling shattered.
Shards of me too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me in to so many little pieces if I try to touch her.
And I bleed. I bleed.
And I breathe. I breathe, no more
I take a breath and I try draw from my spirit's well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me convince me that Ive been sick forever.
And all of this will make sense when I get better.
But I know the difference between myself and my reflection.
I just cant help but to wonder which of us do you love.
So I bleed. I bleed.
And I breathe.
I breathe no,
Bleed. I bleed.
And I breathe. I breathe. I breathe. I breathe, no more.
*i look at myself in the mirror for the longest time, but i have no idea still who i am, why am i here?!(ive been looking in the mirror for so long)
*i've been here so long to believe the lies, but never listened to my own soul, my soul is alone on the inside by itself(that ive come to believe my souls on the other side)
*all my beliefs i had before, and all my hope and dreams are almost fully faded away.(all the little pieces falling shatter)
*i try to remember what i want, but i am too used to what others want and i am used to pleasing them, that i can't think of myself(shards of me too sharp to put back together)
*my wants now mean nothing to those around me, never did-never will. its too late to try and find someone to show me how to be myself(too small to matter)
*but what i want is too big to deny or ignore-i need to be me, but every time i try to reach out and i try to be me, someone makes me Bleed, and it bleeds so thick, that i can't breathe any more.(if i try to touch her and i bleed, i bleed and i breathe i breathe no more...
*i take another breath and i try to do it again, as will i always try, never will i give up. i will rise again and again-trying to accomplish the most impossible. and again you won't let me find myself, you want me to be like you-your clone, NORMAL! im not normal! you throw a fit so once again you get your way and i am at the beginning(take a breath and i try to draw back from my spirits well, yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child)
*tell me everything that isnt true just to draw me back to the beginning, so i cannot win this competition that i beg to defeat! say things that sound better, so i will stay to let my dreams be accomplished by the ones who are impatient, make me wait for a while more instead of finishing my desired place as first, (convince me that ive been sick forever, and all of this will make sense when i get better)
*but i know where i am supposed to be, i just can't really truly believe it, i have never really taken the time to worry about myself, i was mostly worrying for you...(but i know the difference)
*but even though i am still waiting, i cant really do anything but imagine how i would of been if i wasn't like how i am, what is i was the way i wanted to be?(between myself and my reflection i just cant help but to wonder)
*are you all in love with me, or my fake? the fake, you know, the person that you all made me?(which of us do you love?)
so i'll keep bleeding, blood falling so thick, that makes me breathe that makes me breathe, bleed and i bleed so thick, and i breathe, i breathe, i breathe, i breathe-no more(so i bleed, i bleed, and i breathe, i breathe no... Bleed, i bleed and i breathe, i breathe, i breathe, i breathe...no more)
i love this song! i can definitly relate to it, especially where it says" i take a breathe and i try to draw from my spirits well" it speaks for itself right there. and where it says "Lie to me convince me that I’ve been sick forever" that really explains what i feel inside. its hard to explain but its an awesome song!
I love this song, and it definitley means a lot. The part where it says, "I know the difference between myself and my refelction, I just can't hep but to wonder, which of us do you love?"...
thats a really strong aspect of the song. It speaks for itself.