Victimized lyrics

And have you seen
Through the curtain of my life ?
Get down to the rescue -
For my shelter - mental incest
Archaic disciples
Offer their support
But who to fuck am I to dare to accept ?
So take your victimized lies
Take your generous disguise
Sceptic privilege of mine
To the conquest of an angel
To the defeat of a beast
Glued to senses
Attached to all I need
And continuous monologues of insanity
Blood in floods
Rushing - longing
Urging to believe
Give me strength
Give me idols
Give my dreams a rest
Reality accepted, .....or not.....?
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