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Where I belong, with all erased
The individual realized that this is what they deserve. They may continually punish themselves in various ways. All erased means, all the people that were close in their lives are slowly fading away. Along with all the memories being erased. The only thing the person can recall is the feigning feeling from the drugs.

What follows is what is remembered from the experience.
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(What follows) has lead me to this place
This place is guilt, inexcusable actions. The individual wallows in "this place" of self pity, self hate, self loathing. Going through the emotional struggle accompanied by weeping, screaming, and anxiety.
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(Will swallow whole) just begs to be imbrued
The new day, after the abuse, is filled with being swallowed up. Feelings of remorse, anguish, torture. Also reflection of your life, and how this individual has feelings of absolute failure. Brings sheer emotional dismay. The result is the feeling of being swallowed alive, drowning, uncomfortable in your own skin.

Just begging to be physically assaulted and bleed. As if the pain would take away the emotional emergency.
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(What follows) me as the whitest lace of light
What follows the high of altering your mind? What happens after artificially stimulating your endorphin's? What happens after getting high?

The whitest lace of light could mean the sun rising. The morning after a night of "feeling really good", the sun starts to shine a bright light. That is when reality sets in and the user is realizing the flight is over and descent is upon them.
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This art does drown
The "art" is drug use. Eventually, we all know, that continual long-term abuse will lead to your life being suffocated.
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Swim in the calm tonight
I believe the swimming the writer describes is as if the individual is thriving in this drug induced environment. The person is calm, happy,content in this moment.
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Much further down
Confirms that the writer is referring to something other than reading their-selves for rest. As if this person wanted to lay down and not rise again.
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I'll lay me down tonight
I will take some kind of mind altering drug in order to escape/sleep. I am drawn to this conclusion from the second line.
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