After listening to this song, I feel like it can have two meanings. Maybe he is heartbroken. This is apparent by the beginning when he says " In a vault that i hold you in open and close". He has strong feelings for this girl and opened his heart to her but it may have ended badly so he closes the vault and cherishes those feelings still. He goes on to say "safe as thoughts that i hold you in...open and close....open and close....open and....." He is not sure if that relationship will ever happen again or if he will ever get her back but he is open to it.....his heart is still open to her. In the end, for the time being her will stay occupied with his music and his grind which would put him on the top of the rap game... travelling the world seeing exotic things in Japan(Pandas), doing designer drugs, and buying designer clothes to fill the void that she left( that open vault door). The hurt break makes him feel like he should live life freely but also ignoring other chicks and focusing on his grind with music and making money. But he reverts back to talking about the girl saying " Let you bear the weight of how i feel inside, Let the pain go, I choose to move freely, Let my wings grow.." which makes it seems as if he has gotten over it but he returns back and says he has been moving "too freely". The next verse refers to the game. The game is not only the love but the rap game.....both games can ruin a dude....heartbreak can destroy a man but also if you also don't humble yourself in the rap game and let your ego get to your head then it's even worse.