I've been loving my best friend for a couple of years I'm the only one who knew it all this time because he's the boy friend of my close friend (well they broke up allready) still nobody knew that I love him. My close friemd cann't move on she still love the person that iam also loving all this years, I don't want to hurt my close friend at the same time I don't want to break my heart into pcs. I though that it is already enough to be happy for the both of them but I can't go through it, I think it will just be worst if I will tell that I love him untill now iam still loving him but I'm no longer hoping to know what he feels about me. I'm not the type of person who believes in fairy tales in happly ever after story but I'm the girl who believe about past is already past it does no longer affect your life anymore but why is it I can't forget him why I'm still loving and still looking forward to be happy with him, to hold on together.