This is all about me!. I never moved on and never will be. My heart always yearn to be with him but we had our own lives to live. Both of us are no longer. We see each other once in a while. As friends, yes of course but the fact that we still feel the same way as it used to be, give us more regrets, it's hard, yes it is. As hard as you can imagine because we can give more of that feelings but due to the situation, we can't do something about it. I am not expecting something to happen in fact, I am more afraid of myself being with him. I know that he still do love me and that's the perks of being on the same circle of friends but I don't want to enjoy the feelings that it brings to me. I am no longer free and that's what my mind is telling me every time we get along and have a chance to be together. I am not a kind of woman who would choose to do wrong just to be true to oneself. I am a wife, a mother, and a kind of person who chooses to do good things and sacrifice for my loved one's benefit. Something went wrong from the past that I didn't mean to that's why I'm into this situation but I have no regrets that I have this kind of life. I'm still happy and content but not when he's around. Haha! It's crazy!

Sly, I don't want to look into your eyes anymore because I can see the overflowing love you have for me and I am afraid that I cannot be able to repay that. I hate myself in loving that feeling. So much regrets over powering me. Yet afraid to face what I feel at the moment.

Sly I know that when you see this message you'll know it's me. I just want you to know that the lyrics is just exactly what I am looking forward to in my life. I know that it's impossible with us but don't worry, "No pressure!" I am happy for us. I am happy for you too. But still no matter what, nothing can ever change my heart for what I feel for you. Love you still, God knows I do!