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I don't think you trust, in, my,
Self-righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
"I don't think you trust, in, my, self-righteous." Is saying that his friends/loved ones are not believing that his decision is a good decision, but a bad one. "I cry, when angels deserve to die." I believe this comes from the point of view of his friends/loved ones saying that because he seemed perfect (like a angel) nothing bad will ever happen to him. He has had a perfect life, nothing bad has ever happened to him. So when he commits suicide they cry because of the simple thought, how can a angel die? So all in all my interpretation of the song is that a guy bottles up his pain and hides his scars from the shake up (fight, mentally or physically) and commits suicide. Leaving everyone else who thought that he was a angel to cry in disbelief or agony. (disclaimer- members of System has stated that we make our own meanings. Saying that although my theory may not be correct, it is not incorrect either.)