This song makes me really miss my crush because this is basically the definition of how I feel around him. I litterally can't breathe around him. I actually play basketball and I am a total jock but I literally painted my nails did my hair, wore makeup and heels and purfume. But now I live in california and he is in kentucky and any time I think about him I almost cry because I miss him so much. He was also the only crush I had that liked me too. O s**t. I am crying now. I am such a dweeb. I can't believe I am crying. I am already depressed and thinking about jackson only makes it worse. I would have been overjoyed if I managed to have jackson jones as my first boyfriend. I was always terrified of two things once I realized I liked him. 1) being friend zoned, and 2) moving away from him. Now I only have one to go. This depression thing sucks. I was diagnosed with depression and adhd about two months ago. How did I get into all this when I was just planning on saying this reminds me of my crush. O well. I guess once I find a way to let out allof these overwhelming feelings that control my daily life I guess it just flows out of me. Ok well I put too much effort into that to erase it so imma post it. Thanks if you read this much and diddnd pass out from boerdom after readging that much about my sad depressing life. Oh no. Not again. I am leaving before I leave you with another paragraph. Because I am not shure you or this type box can take anymore. Bye.