ROAM – Head Rush lyrics

I'm tired of compromise
I tried to get through to you, but your walls are too thick
And everything I throw, just comes back again
I tried to talk to myself, but the words don't mean a thing
When my head tells my heart, there's no bargaining

Feels like you're made of stone, and I'm just skin and bone
A live reminder that I wasn't enough for you
I tried to disengage, I tore myself a new page
And told myself, that I still wasn't enough for you

Get some perspective and think before you speak next time
Less overreacting, you were blind
I was fine, I thought you'd see that in time
I was always there and you were always listening, or so it seemed?
Or so it seemed?

We've never seen eye to eye
This is a wake-up call, for every single morning
You've had me crawling back
And If I start again I know I'll be much better
But better isn't what I had

Forgive me for stepping out of my place, you were the only one left with a smile on your face
When I was low and in deep, you found it in me
You found it in me
All I wanted was an honest reaction, just to get some peace of mind

Get some perspective and think before you speak next time
Less overreacting, you were blind, I was fine, I thought you'd see that in time
I was always there and you were always listening, or so it seemed?
Or so it seemed?

If I told you what it meant would it make any difference?
If I told you what it meant would it make any difference?
And if I told you what it meant would it make any difference?
And if I told you what it meant would it make any difference?
This was for you