Bilmuri – Connect lyrics

I can't seem to hold on to reality
'Cause these scars keep moving me
I'm stuck in my feelings
Trying to keep my life from falling to this hole I dug myself beneath the ground

Don't wanna push you away, but sometimes it feels like I was made that way
I want to break them up today, 'cause I'm not alright and it's not okay

All these years these scars were made
I pull them open just to feel the same
It's a want you resist, and haunts you briefly
Through this smile or that time you'll make day

I can't understand, why no-one knows me like you do
Or why my life won't seem to move
I can't understand, when I try to push you away
When you've done nothing but love me

Don't wanna push you away, but sometimes it feels like I was made that way
I want to break them up today, 'cause I'm not alright and it's not okay

All these years these scars were made
I pull them open just to feel the same
It's a want you resist, and haunts you briefly
Through this smile or that time you'll make day

I see you sitting on the edge of this ledge trying to find me
I hate who I am 'cause I almost left you, we fell away

All these years these scars were made
I pull them open just to feel the same
It's a want you resist, and haunts you briefly
Through this smile or that time you'll make day