Being As An Ocean – This Loneliness Won't Be The Death Of Me lyrics

I swear this isn't the end
But I still feel so alone
Even when I'm surrounded by my best friends
Words can't penetrate a tree in the wind
I bend
Falling faster into the depths
I'm falling, I'm falling

Under such depression, I can barely even catch my breath
Words can't mend, and love does not sink in
Why can't I see your face?

Clawing at my chest, looking for some sort of reprieve
I swear this isn't the end
But when will I feel comfortable in my own skin?
Clawing at my chest, looking for some sort of reprieve
I swear this isn't the end

Knowing fundamental truth doesn't seem to matter
After such tremendous abuse
Cause I've worked this ground since my youth
And still, the land has yet to bare any sort of fruit
I'll continue to toil and plow
Hoping one day I'll make you proud
"What have I got to show?"
As I wipe the sweat from my brow

So tired
So tired of showing love so deep
That most aren't even willing to feel
See what I'm seeing
Open your eyes and
Recognize that this is real
This season brings darkness so profound
I've become lost and can't seem to be found
Contorted, racked with pain
I know I should feel free
Yet I continue to sing this sad refrain
I can't sleep, and food has lost it's taste
God, I'm so sick of this place

("I hear my name" throughout)
And I'm touched by the hands of a brother
And like a rush, passing through my exterior
I hear my name
A hush
A son, loved by a father
I've been made alive again
I'm alive again