This song.? To be honest, it describes the way I been feeling for somtime now. Trouble with me is that I can't seem to move on. And I'm finding it hard to ever love anyone else ever again. I loved him. 1yr and5months. Its a pretty long time. Shame its had to end though - James, I miss you so much. And I'm sorry for the way things have ended. But no matter how many tears I cry, no matter how many dreams I see of you, we both know I need to forget you.
But after all that's happened. And everythg. I still care. And no matter what. I will always love you. Always. Son. X.