Ah man! Yes, of course I know what the song is about. I hate to seem morbid but seriously! Doesn't the song sound the least bit ominous to you? In terms of Project Monarch: When he says "my brain is on vacation, they're telling me" he's talking about dissociation from reality. A common Monarch concept. Same with "and some electro compulsive therapy"! First off, what the heck is that line doing in a song? It makes no sense. Unless you think about it this way: It is known of the Project that the handlers will electroshock their victims to get them compliant. And, once again. Most stars are Monarch victims (or illuminati puppets) themselves. They throw hints at us in their songs and videos to desensitize us to the horrible reality that is Monarch. By making it seem "in" or "cool"! Of course, most people are still blind to this fact. Oh and what about that line where Nicki says "that's why they thinkin' I'm Illuminati"? Hmm? Think about the song, people. Please. Thank you and good day!