I don't like the steps I took to get to look into your deepest feelings
And I don't like the place I'm in head space within the hardwood and the ceiling
'Cause if I'm restless then why do I
I want nothing but to rest my soul
And I don't get this and I know why
You see sometimes things are just beyond control
But I don't mind
But I'm not surprised to find that you do
I'm not surprised to find that you do
I know you do
And I feel fine
But I know the same does not apply to you
I know the same does not apply to you
So I guess that I'll curl up and die too [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/r/relient_k/curl_up_and_die.html ]
Clinging to the remnants of perfection like most do after they break it
Not knowing which directions the correct one do I discard or remake it
'Cause if I don't know
Then I don't know
But I may know someone who knows me more than I
And if I somehow could rest this soul
Maybe control can find it's way back to my life
I don't mind
But I'm not surprised to find that you do
You see I know that I have done all this to you
To you
And I feel fine
But I know the same does not apply to you
Yeah I know the same does not apply to you
So I guess that I'll curl up and die too
Yeah I'll curl up with you
Until I die with you
Yeah I'll curl up with you
Until I die with you
Yeah I'll curl up with you
Until I die with you
Yeah I'll curl up with you
My baby
Yeah my darling
Until I die with you
Yeah I'll curl up with you
Until I die with you
This song is all about apologizing to a girl. And the singer is admitting that he was terrible. And he wants to be with her untill they both "curl up and die".