Deep Water lyrics

So sad now
No way out
The bottom of despair
Hormones raging
Going crazy
It there another boy who cares?
Deep water
Pulling me down
Deep water
Afraid i´ll drown
I hear the gays go
To san francisco
That´s so far away from here
School´s a jail
At home i´ve failed
A life of pain and fear
Two more years now
Before I get out
That´s a lifetime to wait
Try to hold on
Put my thick skin on
´til I make my escape