Motionless lyrics

This is not how i need to remember you
My dreams lie outloud but they pull me through
As I- wonder how i'm breathing
(when) My eyes have failed to find you with me
Well here i lay motionless standing still,
Holding on to what i thought that was,
But you will leave me and lie until my
Last breaths
Hating how you've left me
Even if i could scream it'd only be half a sigh- of what i think of you
As I- fail to find you with me
Here i wait for your descent to the ground
Opportunity for hate, to write you out- of my heart and my last dreams,
To bury you pathetic and oridnary
Just like how you left me now
Hate how you left me now