Something I Never Had lyrics

Do you see me
Do you feel me like I feel you
Call your number
I cannot get through
You don't hear me and I don't understand
When I reach out I don't find your hand

Were they wasted words and did they mean a thing?
And all our precious time but I still feel so in between

[Chorus:]
Someday... I just keep pretending
That you'll stay dreaming of a diffrent ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
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I keep tellin myself things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out you could always change your mind
Like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
Can I close my eyes
Have you lying here again
Then I come back down
Then I fade back in
And then I realize it's
Its just what might have been.

[chorus]

Am I a shadow on your wall
Am I anything at all
Anything to you
Am I a secret that you keep
Do you dream me while you're sleeping after all
Someday I just keep pretending
That you'll stay dreaming of a diffrent ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
That I never had
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
You don't see me, you don't feel me like I feel you