Bad Disease lyrics

Well there's something about
Watching a crime
That makes me want to go out
And make it all mine
There's something about
Seeing your face
That makes me want to go out
Tonight
I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease
To fall into
Yeah, it's true
There's something about
Seeing him die
That puts it all into perspective and I
Want to stay home
Be Left alone
Someone make my mind up
So I don't have to decide
I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease
To fall into
Yeah, I do
There's some reason why
I can't sit still
Every waking moment

I feel so unfulfilled
I try to lie down
But I don't know how
Baby when I'm sleeping
It feels less like I am dreaming
Oh my god
I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease
It's got me down
On my knees
There's a fear I have
A feeling real bad
I'm fine now if I find out that I'm not
I'll be sad
I try to quiet
Thoughts in the night
Oh they got me thinking
I'll be happier just drinking
It's not true
I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease
It's got me down
On my knees
I got a bad disease
Will no one help me please
Not even you