Payback lyrics

this is not a test, not a test
don't carry any secrets
do you think that i can see you
i know it's late i need you

to open my chest, my chest
fix whatever you need to be fixed
so long as i can hold you
breathe in rhythm with you
its all that i've waited for

this is payback for all of the words
that never meant enough to keep me concerned
every homesick letter that never had the strength to find your door

this is just enough to keep me concerned
with every hope i had that you would return
and now i've learned that you've become everything i've once hated
still dependent

this is torturous, torturous
so close i can feel your touch
i'd be patient but i lust for you
i'll do anything you want me to

i'll be the best chance take you take
lost in the rhythm our bodies lay
girl you know i lust for you
i'll do anything you want me to

it's all that i've waited for

this is payback for all of the words
that never meant enough to keep me concerned
every homesick letter that never had the strength to find your door

this is just enough to keep me concerned
with every hope i had that you would return
and now i've learned that you've become everything i've once hated
still dependent

and if all i can do
is just sit and wait for you
then i guess i'll just be waiting till the end
oh i guess i'll just be waiting till the end