There's A Heartache Following Me lyrics

Sometimes they ask me if I'm really happy now I say sure I've never loved her anyhow
But inside I long for you and the way it used to be
I look around and there's a heartache following me
I always say that I'm really glad you're gone I even act like I never cared at all
But your mem'ry lingers on and I'm never really free
I look around and there's a heartache following me
I pawned my ring and everything that tied me to the past
I say I never loved her never meant for it to last
But I know it's just a game and the loser's always me
I look around and there's a heartache following me
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