Resentment lyrics

I wish I could believe you... then I'd be alright
But now everything you told me, really don't apply
To the way... I feel inside
Loving you was easy, once apon a time
But now my suspisions of you have multiplied
And it's all because you lied

And I may never understand why... I'm doing the best that I can, but I...
Just can't seem to get over, the way you hurt me
Don't why you gave another, who didn't mean a thing... the very thing... you gave to me
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I thought I could forgive you, and I know you've changed
As much as I want to trust you, I know it ain't the same... as before... this woman came...
I loved you more than ever, more than my own life
The best part of me I gave you and it was sacrificed... when you broke your word that night

And I only give you a hard time... cause I can't go on and pretend like
I don't remember feeling... like I was no good... like I couldn't do it for you... just like she could...

I know she was attractive, but I was here first
Been riding with you for years... why did I deserve...
To be treated this way by you... I know you're probably thinking...
"What's wrong with Jazzy... this sounds like a fifties record..."
But that's alright with me...
Yeah... ooh yeah