Suicide Freestyle lyrics

Ummm say all that I want to do
Is live my life
Ummm but everytime I turn around
Another nigga die
Niggas catchin' five to ten years
??? knew you
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[Case]
Uhhh uhh uhh ever heard of a nigga dyin twice
My love is just to live my life
Till the Lord decides to out my lights
On why? Know why? Niggas ain't prepared to die with me
But we all got to die one day
Even though the life encaptured me
Money, drugs, imprisonment, menages
Who will never forgive me, God, for liven
For I have sinned
Everybody wanna cage me in
Don't make no difference cause I'm still here
Breathin, can I get a witness?
Why not a descedent? Hey
Does anybody wanna fuck with me?
C'mon just grab your weed my niggas
Don't ever doubt your niggas
What's life without my niggas?

[Ja Rule]
Told you my niggas heart to heart
We all live from hustlin' to ballin'
In crime we fallin'
Feds keep a lids peakin' through duvanesians
Pussy couldn't die yet
You'se niggas is reachin'
C'mon I'm in the buisness to break niggas
And anybody that wanna get it hot from the make niggas
Ja Rule ready to kill niggas
Bury 'em all
Lookin' to lay them down big to small
Got the world in awe cause I'm spittin them raw
Never seen, never heard before but truly yours
I'ma max out on niggas do it 2's to 4's
Bang a nigga in the yard and get ready to board
Just because a nigga don't give a fuck if weed and henny ducts
Till he fall out be nuts
Since you give it the touch feel the gun bust to show
If you wanted it OHHH!
I'll go