11Am lyrics

Sounds kind of shallow but to me this song is kind of about the bitterness of a break up.

I never thought I could want
Someone so much
'cause now you're not here
And I'm knee deep
In my own fear
Forgive my indecision
I am only a man"

So he left his last relationship, and when he thinks about her and how scary it is to be without someone. "Forgive my indecision" Meaning he regrets what he did.

"Then again, then again, then again
You're always first when
No one's on your side"

But then again, he doesn't regret the decision he made to leave her she's self centered and always puts herself before others.