Selfdestructive lyrics

Listen, to the sound of falling
The decline of a beautiful yesterday
Spiraling down a pitch black forever
Into the essence of your desperate idea
A creation of a weary and exhausted mind
Feeding upon it's own poisoned fruits
And craving for our final decline
To let go and be pulled beneath
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Can you hear it, the lamenting river
The river that has whispered our names
Once I stared into it's cold black eye
As if tomorrow would never come
Sometimes I wonder if you do the same
If you yearn for that deadly kiss
Wanting to escape your plaguing burden
And reach out for a moment of peace

I never thought it would come to this
That we would end up in this weary state
Like shades of a forgotten Eden
In constant denial of all that was us
Killing ourselves to live a lie
Killing ourselves without knowing why
Searching for peace but finding pain
We are suffering from selfish ambitions