Pariah lyrics

So many times I've tried to
Get away from you!
Never thinking or realizing
What you put me through!
When will I get over
This nightmare!
I've tried to hide these tears
While you point and stare!

Shut up, get out, run away, I'm No PARIAH!
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Tell me why
You cannot accept me
For what I am inside
It's hard to hide the pain
When that's all you left in me!

And so many times I've hurt myself
To try and let it out!
Contemplating things things I know
Will only let me down!
I just pray that you will
See what I am inside!
I don't know if this will help you
But each time you lie I die!

I'd rather die than to be like you