Starving Your Friends lyrics

Thanks a lot.
I've been disadvantaged from the start
He constricted the veins heading straight to my head,
Rerouted the blood to my heart instead (x2)

I am braindead,
Thinking strictly in blues and reds.
Oh, I'm in enough trouble man,
Oh man, I'm in trouble again
Cause everyone's ears are watching me,
And I never, ever felt that this would be
Anything more than a makeshift personal I.V.

'Cause I fall three times as hard
If it's for nothing at all
You all seem twice as tall as I will ever be.

And I feel terribly small
When my head works too hard
When you think with your chest,
There's not a thing that you don't see.

I'm hardly capable of half the damage
That I would like to do
I could swear that I don't care,
But you know I'm too full of shit
To think this through.

So look at me,
I prayed to God
But curse too much to be considered true.
I'm just like me,
I'm just like me,
So, who the hell are you?

I'm but a boy,
Just like the rest of these thieves.
And I borrow phrases from
Dusty, faded, record sleeves
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The story is the same,
I've just personalized the name
But if it's all you need,
Then I'd be more than happy to confess my shame'

'Cause I fall three times as hard
If it's for nothing at all
You all seem twice as tall as I will ever be.

And I feel terribly small
When my head works too hard
When you think with your chest,
There's not a thing that you don't see.

I'm hardly capable of half the damage
That I would like to do
I could swear that I don't care,
But you know I'm too full of shit
To think this through.

So look at me,
I pray to God
But curse too much to be considered true.
I'm just like me,
I'm just like me,
So, who the hell are you?

I know you think you know,
But these eyelids are windows
That shut you out from all the things
That I don't want you to know.
And I refuse to tell you
One single secret I own.
'Cause you'll find I'm petrified
Of your lies.

I'm hardly capable of half the damage
That I would like to do.
I could swear that I don't care,
You know I'm too full of shit
To think this through.

I've read the book,
I prayed to God,
But cursed too much to be considered true.
I'm just like me,
I'm just like me,
So who the hell are you?