R & M lyrics

I kind of always knew that things were
Gonna be like this
But I've been trying to change my mind
I wish I could understand
I don't seem to comprehend anything that's being said

Why do I just run away
Why don't I just start today
When will this ever end
'Cos I want to live again
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I guess that I should take the time
But all I do is walk the line that has been
Drawn inside my mind
I wish I could understand
I don't seem to comprehend anything that's being said

Why do I just run away
Why don't I just start today
When will this ever end
'Cos I want to live again