Not Directly lyrics

Dilba
Up the stairs locked up safely
Distance fulfills it's meaning
As fear comes closer bravely
To release this well-known feeling
I'm not unhappy, not directly
Just a bit cold and
Comfortably lonely
But I hope I will eventually
Dare to defy my funny reasons
Or at least try...
Find a spot, an empy space
Another room, another place
As my lonely wishes starts
I'm secretely lost in the dark
If a chance would accidentally
Come my way
I would take it, wouldn't let it slip
Away,j no
But until that day I'll be here hiding
Convincing myself I'm really trying...
To find a spot, an empty space
Another room, another space
If the mask falls off or in case
One of us would change our ways
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