Self Pity Sick lyrics

Can I hold You all night long?
I feel You shake, a deed so wrong,
Wrong in my head
Vino two for one today
Kiss this bleeding curse away
Realscapes today

Iron in the air, Your tongue in my mouth
Twilight-essence hair when the moon goes south
A breeze of sugar-breath
So sweetly pale, pale as death
Blood-copulate her will
Her aim my heart to kill
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Self pity sick, flowers salty sweet
Self pity sick, love desire's benefit
Self pity sick, flowers salty sweet
Self pity sick, feelings blind

I starve the daily world aside
Wild things leading me tonight
But I feel dreamscape die
The bygone night denied
My soulgates open, streaming tears
The money-voice she only hear
His aim the pleasure of himself
Love and extasy she gave

Flowers salty sweet, love desire's benefit
Feelings blind, leave this weird place behind

I will load You for one kiss untrue
I don't open my lips for one loving kiss