Sad Life Philosophy (Older Version) lyrics

It's raining outside
And I feel the same
They say that life's a gift
But for me it's just a game

Another awakening
Another sleep
Another wasted day
I left behind me

In my early childhood
Everything just seemed so nice
But when you get older
Your dream just slowly dies

Oh I just want to sleep away
I can't take another day
Oh I just want to sleep away
I can't take another day
This sad life philosophy

Life lost its shining colors
All exciting painted gray
Line between the black and the white
Gets slighter every day

Oh I just want to sleep away
I can't take another day
Oh I just want to sleep away
I can't take another day
This sad life philosophy

To sleep
Is a paradise for me
But after a wonderful dream
I open my eyes
And a nightmare begins
Every step I take forward
Brings me two steps back
Deeper and deeper
Into the gray ocean of vanity

Oh God
Lay your eyes on me
Your son is coming home
No grief or regrets
No questions asked
No reasons wondered
But always remember
That you
Did nothing wrong

There's time for everything
To dry the tears
To look forward
And we'll meet again
Some other place
In some other way
I love you
And you love me
And its significance
Will never fade away

Never

Reasons to love me
Some to be scared
So many feelings on those
Moments that we shared

Please just forgive me all
I'd love to stay
But without the faith I fall
With despair I chose my way

Oh I just want to sleep away
I can't take another day
Oh I just want to sleep away
I can't take another day

This pain building inside of me
Strong walls in castle of misery
This sad life philosophy
Inside of me

Oh I just want to sleep away
I can't take another day
Oh I just want to sleep away
I can't take another day

Can't take
Another day
Can't take
Another day
Another day...
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