Watching It All Disappear lyrics

I watch the tears fall down, all I see now is my pain
A pale face reflects in the mirror
Watching it all disappear, time flows but no on calls
To see if I'm here, still waiting

Watching it all disappear, time has spoken
Skin fades to pale gray
Days, turn to years
Ticking, watching it all disappear

I close my eyes but I still see
The dark past that haunts my sleep
Why can't they leave me alone?
I want it all to disappear, from memory

Want it all to disappear, I still see their shapes
Shadows that can't be defined
Turning around in circles
Broken, watching it all disappear
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Diving deep into forever
Trying to keep this evil away
To survive and carry on the next day
Destroy this destructive instinct

Why can't they leave me alone?
Why? To live on in this empty void
Why? Wait, no one cares
Why can't they leave me alone?
Why? To return for another day

Diving deep into forever
Trying to keep this evil away
To survive and carry on to the next day
Destroy this destructive instinct

Watching it all disappear, time has spoken
Skin fades to pale gray
Days, turn to years, ticking

Want it all to disappear, I still see their shapes
Shadows that can't be defined
Turning around in circles
Broken, watching it all disappear

Taste this fragile piece of mind
And watch it fade to gray
If I could trade this pain away
For only one day