Apparition lyrics

Apparition is a name of a friend
That goes away in the end
You were my cancer you kept me going
And all this time all I needed to do was feel you
And touch you and just feel the blackness of your skin
But it became the blackness of your heart and inside
It made me laugh and I had to laugh

Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha
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You're my cancer
And all this time I thought you were the same
And you had just definitiely have changed and you
Changed back into what you used to be and what
You said you'd never be again and there you go
Again spinning around and around

Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha

You are who you run with
Success is the best revenge