Am I One Am I lyrics

For I feel, as fallen pain
Scold myself with useless blame
Drag the blade across my lips
Purge the lie, release my fist
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As far as I as one have come
As for my lies, I burn in each and every one
As for the truth, denied by fear
And for my pain, I brought it all upon myself
This fear that I may de my dream
Success means I am more than none
To be as one is what I fear

In days of hope, I dream I'm dead
To be as stone and still - my mind
As I rise to de as one
My past this life, I leave as filth

It all comes together
When we open up our mind
Open wounds will kiss me
Dressed in blood meet my god