Absent Without Permission lyrics

Heres comes the sun, blessing the day
Darkens me back to you, love
Once again, where everyday is in between
Each slightest punch of you in my dreams

On every daybreak, on every street light
You're absent without permission
Everywhere, is the place I've found
To learn by heart that you're watching over me

I realize with sorrow and defeat
I haven't thought out a way
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It's in our plights
It's in the parking lot
It's in your silence
It's in the traffic sign
It's in the saddest days and in every word about you
When I know that someone is still watching over me

I realize with sorrow and defeat
I haven't thought out a way
I haven't figured out a way

It goes without saying
We couldn't make it
Nothing matches your plastic warfare
Nothing better
Nothing more than love and anguish watching over

I realize with sorrow and defeat
I haven't thought out a way

That's when I realize with sorrow and defeat
I haven't thought out a way