Half Hearted lyrics

Thought that you were listening
Thought your butt might be worth kissing
But the smile got stuck
It felt like a disease
Took another wrong turn
So I watched another bridge burn down
I am spending most of my time
Down on my knees
Sesame, open up
I want in, I want your stuff
It's cold out here
My soul has caught the flu
I have made my life's decision
I'd probably kill for my ambition
If I thought it'd help
I might just kill you too
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And you say I'm half
Half hearted
You say I'm half
Half hearted

You've got me second guessing
What I thought had been a blessing
I got so close
But you put me back on hold
And if nothing sells like sincerity
Then listen up 'cause I might be
Speaking from the bottom of my soul

And you say I'm half...

You have been my scapegoat
It is you that's kept me afloat
I have put all blame on you instead on me
My wounds are self inflicted
I've been feeling so vindictive
That the truth has been impossible to see

God I've been half
Half hearted...