Why do I look to you?
To redeem and fulfill
To starve and deprive
The whole of my will
Yet I look to you
One way to bring it down
Listen, for my words are my way [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/arsis/looking_to_nothing.html ]
Yet I look to you
Why do I look to you?
In the wake of the turning hour
To hold and sip
Upon all that has soured
Yet I look to you
One way to bring it down
Listen, for my words are my way
What he is saying is that he is looking up to someone that he does not want to look up to. He asked why to i look up to u. That person has not done anything for him. "my words are my way" he doesnt listen so yet he still looks up to him.