Corrosive Eclipse lyrics

Blind !
I am blind !

Darkness surrounds my eyes -
I feel a never known insecurity !

Panic-
What happened to me ?
Yesterday I still could see !
Stumbling around,
Falling again,
Bleeding wounds -
Crashed onto the ground...

What is the cause,
What have I done?
Can it be a sentence for my sins ?
Not to endure,
I feel sick,
Rathert being dead than to live
Within corrosive eclipse !
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Everlasting darkness -
My own hell became real !

First time that I pray to a god,
Of that I know that doesn' t exist.

Darkness surrounds my eyes -
I feel a never known insecurity !

Panic-
What happened to me ?
Yesterday I still could see !
Stumbling around,
Falling again,
Bleeding wounds -
Crashed onto the ground...

Not to endure,
I feel sick,
Rathert being dead than to live
Within corrosive eclipse !