A Child Believes lyrics

"a child believes" is about her father

I don't remember when I got cold
It was when he would lay into me
Told that your worthless from five years old
Is it part of your destiny
He's standing next to me
I cannot breath
When will I have the guts to leave?

Chorus
Runaway
From all that is sacred
Escaping the shadows over me
Run away
You'll never make it
It's al that a child believes
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I don't remember when I felt warm
I was never quite good enough
I only wanted the simple things
Like being told you were loved
He's still supporing me but where's the faith
Looking in his eyes I sense his hate

Repeat chorus

I never cry for sadness
I cut off from the pain
I won't forget your madness
But I'll forgive you anyway
But I'll forgive you anyway
He's standing next to me
I cannot breath
When will I have the quts to leave. repeat chorus