So Alone lyrics

Can't live without you you're my saving grace
You helped me keep my sanity
When i was struggling you were by my side
You helped me face reality
The lust i had for you nearly drove me insane
I managed to walk away but doubt i'll ever be the same
You are my one true love for now and forever
And when i have you in my arms can't feel the pain i'm still bitter
I feel so alone - you've sucked the life out of me
I'm already dead i just don't know it yet
Because you stole my heart a love i can't forget
Slowly dying when will i go
I wish i was dead i feel so alone
Your just a memory a twist of fate from god above
When i lie awake at night it's you i crave - it's you i love
The pain it burns inside i suffer everyday
Still alive wishing i was dead like christ at the stake