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(Will swallow whole) just begs to be imbrued
The new day, after the abuse, is filled with being swallowed up. Feelings of remorse, anguish, torture. Also reflection of your life, and how this individual has feelings of absolute failure. Brings sheer emotional dismay. The result is the feeling of being swallowed alive, drowning, uncomfortable in your own skin.
Just begging to be physically assaulted and bleed. As if the pain would take away the emotional emergency.